>A New Start Begins

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Today I woke with a new outlook on life. The sun was shining—looks like spring is on the way—and it seemed like the air was different. It wasn’t, but everything that had bothered me in life before Wednesday of this week no longer bothers me today. I have been given a golden opportunity to head the art department at Total-E-Bound, and I took it gratefully with the knowledge that this job has literally changed our lives. You have no idea how much.
I visited the Total-E-Bound offices yesterday for a meeting and then lunch, except it happened the other way around because traffic held us up on the way and I arrived later than planned. Lunch was in a groovy little cheese food place, and being the total dork I am in that we very rarely eat out, I had no clue what to choose. I declined wine and opted for tea, and when it came time for the toast I raised my teapot in typical, quirky Em fashion. I’ve never denied being an oddball.
When the job description was given, I didn’t freak. I can do this. I’m looking forward to doing this. I have a few things to learn but am confident of being able to master them. I’ll get my chance to expand my creative wings and the thought of it is very exciting. For the first time in a very long time, with the exception of starting work for TEB freelance in December, I felt the weight of burdens literally drop off my shoulders. There will be no more worrying about our finances, of where the money will come from to buy this or that. There is no more uncertainty in the future as to whether my royalties for various things will help cover what we need. My husband has carried us all for years, has done so just so I could follow my passion, and now I get to help him bring wages into the house. I can now say I have a JOB. No more freelance; I work for TEB as a hired employee.
It’s surreal, it’s exciting, it’s a life-changing thing.
When we got home last night and I told the boys, they knew things had changed for us. Their faces said it all. There have been times I felt I should give up, but something told me to plug on. There were times when I nearly got a job outside the home and left my writing and art behind, but my God, I’m so glad Hubby told me to keep plodding on (thank you, love!).
So everyone in our house woke with a fresh start in mind, where the future is brighter and life isn’t so sucky. Smiling faces, good moods. It’s wonderful. My eldest, who lives in her own home 17 miles away, arrived here today just so she could share this moment—she knows how important this change is and what it means. She’s as excited as I am.
Although I still can’t get over the fact this is happening to me and my family, and that from now onward the worries no longer exist–it will take a while to get used to that–I know I will have fun, work damn hard, and love every minute of it. The job is a dream one where I get to stay at home, still able to be here for my children if they’re sick, still here when they get home from school.
We have been blessed, and I look forward to working with you in the future should you have books with TEB. From meeting Claire and some of her staff yesterday, it was highly apparent they really do care about their authors and their books. Their authors’ wellbeing is of paramount importance, and I was touched by their depth of passion for what they do. They are dedicated, kind people, ones I felt immediately at home with, as though I had known them for years. I’m looking forward to many years of friendship and work with TEB. I feel I have found a home and new family as well as a job.  
Best,
Em
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6 responses

  1. >Congratulations!!! That's wonderful!

    February 24, 2011 at 7:36 pm

  2. >Huge congrats – TEB are great!I'm gonna have to get writing some more stories for them so you can do my covers :-)YAY for 2011!

    February 25, 2011 at 1:38 pm

  3. >Thanks, Anny!:o)

    February 25, 2011 at 2:15 pm

  4. >Yay Lily! I'd love to create your covers. That would be too cool.:o)

    February 25, 2011 at 2:16 pm

  5. >It was great to meet you too! You fit right in and I know we are all looking forward to working with you. Will no doubt be in touch soon. BTW what happened to Gok??!!Nicki

    February 25, 2011 at 9:56 pm

  6. >HAHAHAHAH! I think Gok will have to go in the bin, what with that hole. I'll buy a new pair that don't fall down hahahaha.:o)

    February 26, 2011 at 7:56 am

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